It's late at night and my brain just can't stop thinking.
Perhaps, Maybe very soon, he will leave me for his job for some period.
When he broke out the news to me just now, I'm really sad..
It's contradicting. I really cannot explain it. I tot of the times when i gave up my dream for him and now I'm really selfish as I hope he would do the same for me too.. However when I'm right in front of him... I just have to be so happy for him... so supportive....
I know... it's something he always wanted... and I don't wanna stop him..
But will things change?
It hurts and it really does...
As lonely as I am now.. i feel my tears..
And again my tears..