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Things are getting out of control. Seriously I'm very tired. I cannot do anything, I don't know what I can do. I don't know is it all right for me to do this or do that. I don't know what is right and what is wrong. I don't know what's ahead of me, what's my next move. I've lost my sense of direction. Uncle (Hubby's Dad) is not well. He is sick, got admitted into TTSH last Saturday, discharged and admitted again on Sunday after we found him falling down from the bed (he fainted). Doctor's concluded that he got a stomach ulcer that had led to internal bleeding and had caused his BP to be very low (which is as low as only half of our normal BP) and that's the whole reason why he felt so weak. Well, he was discharged on Tuesday with proper treatment and was given medications from doctors that will last for 6 weeks before he have to attend another scope session to ensure that he has fully recovered. However, everything is still not going very well. Hubby's extremely worried especially after his mum told him that his father's 'time is up' after she went for some 'CONSULTATION' from Kwan Yin Ma -_-'. Basically, I find this a bit absurd. *Sigh******** I just do what I can help to ease the situation his family is facing now. *Sigh*******
Brother and Sister-in-law are back in SG, and brought a lot of stuffs back from their shopping in Hong Kong. I really don't know what the hell I am thinking, but I just don't feel good. I'm really very stressful, and the stress is really splitting me up. Just imagine... I'm about to become like what we always see in the cartoons/ movies, an angel and a devil fighting beside you. I guess I'm having this symptom now. I will have weird tots and it just seems that there is an angel and a devil fighting to brainwash me /corrupt my mind. This is a torture. I'm going mad!!!! H E L P! H E L P! H E L P! H E L P! |
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