I'm so tired, yet I can't bring myself to sleep.

It's late at night and my brain just can't stop thinking.

Perhaps, Maybe very soon, he will leave me for his job for some period.

When he broke out the news to me just now, I'm really sad..

It's contradicting. I really cannot explain it. I tot of the times when i gave up my dream for him and now I'm really selfish as I hope he would do the same for me too.. However when I'm right in front of him... I just have to be so happy for him... so supportive....

I know... it's something he always wanted... and I don't wanna stop him..
But will things change?

It hurts and it really does...

As lonely as I am now.. i feel my tears..

And again my tears..

Feeling so great... Counting down to 19th July and I'm gonna leave for my new co!

Well though I really couldn't bear to leave all my lovely CS team, but I really need to make this choice.

Of cos, most important I do not have to face him anymore! He and his unreasonable barbarian acts which always makes me disgusted!

Beloved ladies from CS team, I will miss you gals always. The days when we always grumble, all the meetings, all the 'arrows' which are always aiming at us, at least, for the moment, and during my resignation period, I'm seeing things turning good which I'm not able to experience this fruitful period.

To Doris, who will be Mrs. Wu soon, may you have a wonderful wedding.

To Christabelle, you are a great superior and I hope to see your lovely to-be-born daughter!

To Rachel, I'll miss your laughter...

To Waijing, don't always get too stress!

To all my customers, thanks for the days of 'lecturing' and 'complaining' haha

And most important.... I love you girls. My only best memory in Plexus!

Angeline

Hello Hello HELLO!!

My blog is still kicking and alive!

Long time no see fellas!

My last entry... August!

It's Festive Seasons now.. and I'm gonna be another year older again! I hope everyone is still living well at the moment.

I'm just popping by to drop something to this blog. Anyway see you guys ard! I will blog something longer again when I have the time!!!

Cheers! Hugs & Kisses

Hey guys! how's everyone doing? Heez...

Yawnz... Opps :x

E-xcuse Moi~ I'm just too tired..

Hmm.. oh well, just had a chat with Kwan and she told me that she might be divorcing with her husband. I guess this is the results for being impulsive and unprepared for a marriage. Feels bad a bout it cos I think she is feeling very upset abt it now.... yeah... I understand I understand..

It's so sad when u have decided and see this person as being ur lifetime partner, yet such a thing still happens. This kinda of situation have made marriage to be a disaster of indecisiveness and miscommunication, which personally made me felt, LAME i guess is the word I will use.

Vodka Congratulations! You're 93 proof, with specific scores in beer (40) , wine (16), and liquor (60).

All right...you're getting into the harder stuff. A good martini, a Mai Tai or straight shots of hard liquor is what you're into.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 4% on proof You scored higher than 87% on beer index You scored higher than 83% on wine index You scored higher than 88% on liquor index

Link: The Alcohol Knowledge Test written by hoppersplit on Ok Cupid

This is my generation... is it yours too?


For those who studied in Singaporean primary schools... Remember these?

Heartwarming and a little funny.. the things we used to do...

 50 things for Singapore Teenagers!

Sit down, Enjoy and Think Back!
1. You grew up watching He-man, Transformers, Captain Planet and Mickey Mouse.
    Not to forget about Ninja Turtles and Smurfs too!

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary School during recess time. You will squat by a drain and all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug. The teacher said you must brush each side 10 times too.

3. You know what's Bin(1) Fen(1) Ba(1) San(1) is about.

4. You know what exactly SBC stands for.

5. You were there when the 1st Chinese Serial, the Awakening was shown on TV then.

6. Internet? What the hell is that?
    So you though a decade or more ago.

7. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary School.

8. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned.
    The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red.
    The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed.
   
    There are colourful tickets for TIBS buses.

    The bus conductor will check for tickets using a machine which punches a hole on the ticket.

9. Your favourite actor and actress were Huang Wen Yong and Xiang Yun.
   
    Next there are Lee Nan Xing and Zoe Tay. Not forgetting about Aiyoyo Lao Shi (Chen Li Ping) and Fang Lao Shi (Chen Han Wei

10. You've probably read Young Generation magazine. You know who's Viny the little vampire and Acai the constable.

11. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the 1st ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.

12. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50 and free selection of seats.

13. Gals are fasinated by Strawberry Sgort Cake and Barbie Dolls.

14. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.

15. You longed to buy tibits called KaKa (20cents per pack) and Ding Dang (50cents per box), and had a toy in it and it changed every week. Not forgetting the 15cents animal crackers and the Ring Pop. There is also this game call "Di Kam" which you'll win small to big bells etc..

16. You watched TV2 (aka Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough Cartoons for you.

17. All that you know about Cantonese is from the Hong Kong serials you've watched on TV2.

18. Most of us should read Enid Blyton before. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story book you ever though you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.

19. Civic and Moral Education was known as Hao(3) Gong(1) Ming(2).
 
20. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives. 

21. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot.

22. Catching was the IN Thing and twist the magic word.

23. Your English workbooks were made of some damn lousy quality paper that was smooth and yellowish.

24. CDIS was your best friend.


25. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths. 

26. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go. 

27. Boys loved to play soccer with small tennis balls in the basketball court or play something that uses tennis ball to hit other players known as "HUM TAM BOLA" during recess /after
school 

28. Hopskotch, five stones, chateh and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...

29. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives. 

30. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Willy. 

31. You did stupid exercises like seal crawl and frog jumps. 

32. Every children's day and national day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with Happy National Day 1994'. 

33. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother. 

34. Disciplinary teachers were always old, boring and damn fierce looking. 

35. Your form teacher taught you maths, science and english. 

36. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality. 

37. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes. 

38. Famous Chinese singers were only Jacky Cheung, Andy Lau, Aaron Kwok and Leon Lai.
      Famous Boy Group were Xiao Hu Dui and Hong Hai Er. 

39. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.

40. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday. 
 
41. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday. 

42. During class gatherings, parents always tag along in case someone gets lost at Orchard Road. 
 
43. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl. 

44. Handkerchiefs were a must for both genders.

45. Collecting notebooks and all kinds of stationery was a popular thing.

46. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to forget".

47. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!" 

48. There were at least 40 people in one class. 

49. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

50. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

If u dun remember or experience most of these it means u aint in my generation.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I need a shoulder..

Things are getting out of control. Seriously I'm very tired. I cannot do anything, I don't know what I can do. I don't know is it all right for me to do this or do that. I don't know what is right and what is wrong. I don't know what's ahead of me, what's my next move. I've lost my sense of direction.

Hmm.. Guess now I really understand the feeling of 'happy for someone you love/ once loved' .. haha

What I can say, you see the person that means/ once meant so much to you, knowing that he/she are happy with their lives, dream coming true..